why did i ever agree to this? i shouldn't say yes when they asked me to do it. yeah i know, the work was nothing compared to others'. but those are damn easy when you try and you got the solution. me? until now, i couldn't get even one solution to my damn task. DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO SAY I DIDN'T DO MY WORK! damn I did!! it's damn frustrating when you tried so many ways but still didn't get to anything. it feels like i didn't do anything. it's also way too frustrating when people see that i could not get any solution as me not doing my job. i'm stressed with the thought of people looking me as an irresponsible person.

checklist checklist

So, I have this friend of mine who did a checklist of things she'll do once final is over. So, I'm gonna write mine too! :D

MY AFTER-FINAL-TO-DO-LIST

1. Renew my I-20. I don't wanna be considered as an illegal person in the U.S.

2. Renew my UWCU card. It'll expire this June. better do it quick!

3. Return 5 books that I borrowed from Mills library for my Jewish class paper. Oh yes, I did borrow 5 books, can't believe myself, too!

4. Declare my second major: Risk Management!

5. Read user manual for *ehem ehem*. better be professional once summer break starts!

6. Find PARAMEDICS!!!

7. Clean up my room as tidy as possible.

8. Watch DRAMAS! Oh Yeah..!

These are what I have, so far. I have couple things more in mind, couldn't bear to tell people about 'em. hehee

Anyway, I've been trying to find things to do this summer- I'm not going back to Malaysia, I don't have jobs yet, and my class will only be on the first summer session. So, here's what I have in mind:

I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR FOR THIS SONG:

Anyway, I still have a week for ALL these. Gotta study for now. Plus, I still am not done with the Jewish paper. It should be submitted next Saturday, so I'll have all Friday to finish it cause I'm gonna start enjoying the beautiful weather by Saturday. Oh yeah!

Oh, right. study. bye!

i hate them

what's 'trending' now: the death of Osama bin Laden
what some people are doing now: celebrating


there's only one word to describe those people: inhuman
it doesn't matter what religion you are embracing, it's just crazy to celebrate over one's death.


I just hate reading U.S newspaper now. I get so angry.

note to self #3

" Ya Tuhanku, berilah aku petunjuk agar aku dapat mensyukuri nikmatMu yang telah engkau limpahkan kepadaku dan kepada orang tuaku, dan agar aku dapat berbuat kebajikan yang Engkau redhai; dan berilah aku kebaikan yang akan mengalir sampai kepada anak cucuku. Sungguh, aku bertaubat kepadaMu, dan sungguh aku orang muslim."



peace.out.