I am not matured

Okay, so last night, my housemates were discussing about Malaysian issue. and above all, Malaysian politics. and wow, they're sure good at it.

I mean, sure, they're already 22, they should know a lot about these kinds of things. but, the 22-years-old- me, barely knew anything. I just sat there, eating Malaysian maggi kari Shakira brought the last time she went back, listening to what they had to say. Truthfully, I was embarrassed with myself. I'm not being a good Malaysian.

Malaysia is where I live for the past 20 years, it's where I grew up, where I paced myself to be a good person, and probably where I'll meet with my other half in the future (hopefully. teehee). Well, the point is, there's no reason for me not to know about what's going on in Malaysia. After all, it's where I'll spend the rest of my life.

Plus, it even sponsored me to come study here in the United States, despite me being a bad student. Next year, I'm gonna have to start serving for it. and for that to be true, I guess there's no other way than for me to be more sensitive(?) as to what's going on in my country.

Well, to be true, again, I'm not sure when I'll be ready for all these politics issue. I have no interests what so ever discussing about it, for now. I guess someone has to be my mentor for me to start knowing about it.

heh, that's a bad conclusion.

new semester. again

yeah. it's the start of a new semester, again.

tho i said it much in a negative way, i actually felt good, am energized to study even more. can you believe that? me, excited over studying?

well, i decided to boost my CGPA back up. finally. i've been lazying for too long now. i guess the sumer break really made me think of going back to books quickly.

anyway, the semester started off quite well. couple of good things occurred and 1 of them: I AM NOW OFFICIALLY EMPLOYED!! alhamdulillah. after months, and months, and months of applying i finally started working at the beginning of august. wasn't that awesome? but the work is really tiring. but still, it was fun to go to libraries i'd never been to before :)

another good (kinda) thing happened. well, let it be my secret. only. there's only one thing that i hope and pray for it: BEHAVE YOURSELF, WAHAI HATI..

To that one uncivilized person out there,

RELIGION IS ONE SENSITIVE ISSUE!!

Yelling "Jesus's God! Moslems suck!" doesn't make you a good follower of your religion, no matter what you are!

The fact that you are yelling to ME like that showed that YOU ARE NOT A GOOD CHRISTIAN yourself! You obviously did not read your Bible carefully, cause if you do, you won't be doing something stupid, uncivilized, moron things like yelling at people with a different religion, saying "you suck"! I guess your religion does not teach how to respect others, huh??!!

Well, guess what, you're the one who's at loss!!