inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un
"Sesungguhnya kami adalah milikMu ya Allah, dan kepadaMu jualah kami akan kembali."
I struggled upon hearing that my grandma passed away, around a week ago. I had a couple of breakdowns in a day because of it. The thought of never seeing her again had never occurred to me cause during my last visit to kampung, which was more than a year ago, she was totally fine. No signs of sakit-sakit- except for not being able to walk like everyone else does (well, that's totally normal for her age), she still remembered everyone, even memorized our phone numbers. I was really shocked when my mom told me they had to rush to the hospital cause my grandma had trouble with her breathing. And 2 hours later, my dad called to break the news.
I wasn't able to do anything for the whole day despite having an exam 2 days after. Everything that I read made no sense, at all. The only way to calm myself down was by reciting tahlil for my grandma, and I thank my housemates for that.
Semoga dipermudahkan segala perhitungannya dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin. Alfatihah.
Everyone will die eventually. When, where and why, only He knows. When the time comes, we won't be able to escape the call from Malaikat Izrail.
And here comes the big question, are we ready for it?
