note to self #2

i am weird
i can be overly- sensitive for small, tiny things

i am a hypocrite
i always try to be friendly in front of people
when i don't really like them

i am an anti- social
people say i am quiet
i don't really care about that

i am ugly
my heart is
it's pitch black, believe me

i am a pessimist
i tend to look everything negatively
how can i change that?

i am not cool
i cry over things
things that i could not share with others
pathetic, yeah i know


those are the real me
that is why i need to change myself.